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Friday, April 13, 2007
3:45 PM
i am now reading a book by melody carlson bout a 17 yr old girl n her life(fictional) n i must say its realli interesting n one of the things that has kept me pretty happie durin this week...diao...a book keepin a girl happie i thought chocolate was d remedy...but i tink our huse ran out of it this week...but i got soo many questions bout "stuff" n i cant ask that many people caus i dun wan them to know bout it... n those that do r tryin their very very very very...(get d picture?)best to help mi...some of them tell mi i will find out sooner or later n others help mi to try n figure it out...but i knw that the main n probably best although not the easiest way is to ask n find out nyself...although the more i find out the more freaked out i get!!!not scared but freaked out...cuz i dun tink d answer will be what im lookin for or maybe it is what im lookin for but im scared of d outcome cuz i know what it will be or maybe im just scared that it will end up what i imagine in my dreams even though i know the chances of that happening will be ZERO!!!!aiya i just dunnoe what to expect n tink!!it sounds so much better n easier to understand as well!!!!!!